Thursday, March 11, 2010

This Bums Me Out

Today my sister called to tell me about her kids' music concert at school. She doesn't even invite me, because she knows I won't go. I'm such a creature of habit, plus being around 100 elementary schoolers gives me the heebies.

So while I'm just as happy not to be invited, it makes me sad that I'm not as close to her and her family as I could be, just because OCD makes me afraid.

1 comment:

  1. I understand where you're coming from! I tend to separate myself even from my hubby and kids because of the fear from OCD. Yet I totally want to be involved and comfortable with them! If it weren't for germs and the connection over the internet, I'd give ya a hug. ;)