Yesterday at noon, my dad called to tell me he had a cold, and maybe he would stay home from the game we were planning to attend together. Ha! My family's had to accommodate me so long, now they do it voluntarily.
Anyway, that would be the worst thing to do, OCD-wise, so we went as scheduled. I was anxious, but still able to concentrate on the game, so that was good.
Today, it became clear that it was time to put my cat to sleep. So I went to the vet. I think the tech had a cold, and she kept touching my shoulder and arm to comfort me, and I wasn't brave enough to tell her hands off. So the kitty is gone, and I cried and cried, but at least I got an exposure out of a terrible situation. I guess that's good, too. :(
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You are stronger than you think!
8 months ago
What a rough day - I'd have been really challenged dealing with all of that and the exposures too. I'm sorry about your kitty ...
ReplyDeleteI'm dealing with all sorts of travel right now and really nervous about getting sick. It's all over the place, but I keep forcing myself to get into planes and cabs and the rest. It's always a balance between how much is fun/useful and how painful it is.
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