Social Anxiety

I have a mild case of social anxiety. I sometimes don't go to events that I'll otherwise enjoy, because the anticipation of that first entrance, where I'm not sure if I'll know anybody, is so high.

I also hate scheduling to get together with people, because I'm always worried I'll get sick and cancel, and they'll be mad. That's all OCD, though.

So I've been trying to not just schedule a lot of events, but schedule them close together. Somehow, I get even more nervous that way.

In the next 2 weeks, I've got 7 social events on the agenda, with a few more possible. They are all things I'm actually really excited to do, but I'm still a little edgy about it all. That's what this is all about, though.