I think I've been giving myself a pass, what with the scary relationship stuff. But I'm realizing I need to make choices to continue exposures throughout my life. Today I called to get the second half of my toenail prescription. I wanted to have them call it in to the local grocery store pharmacy, which seems less scary to me, but instead I requested the scary clinic pharmacy. I'm already regretting it, but that's the way it works.
This weekend we're going to the beach for a day. There will definitely be at least one public bathroom stop there. And I'm in charge of lunch, and I plan to pack lots of raw finger food type stuff- the scariest food of all.
I've seen myself fall back again on the "just stay healthy until" X date, and then it's okay to get sick excuse again. My brother in law left on an important trip today, and as always, I breathed a sigh of relief that I didn't ruin it. That's the wrong approach for sure!
I finally watched another episode of Obsessed. Will report back soon.
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8 months ago
Good for you for pushing yourself forward and requesting to pick up your prescription at the clinic pharmacy! It takes courage to make the harder choice when you could easily take the less scary route.
ReplyDeleteI hope that your beach day goes well and that you can enjoy yourself while doing all those great exposures!